Tuesday, October 20, 2009


I have been trying and trying to come up with a post that would help me feel better, help me vent some frustrations, just help. But for days and days I've just been signing on Blogger, catching up on posts, and signing off. I feel there is way to much on my plate to express right now but this feels, in some way, that it's helping. I just need someone, or no one, to know that my happy face I put on daily, is a lie. As bad as I want to delete that line, I can't. I don't need someone to ask me what's wrong or how they can help, I just need. But what? I don't know. I'm just not happy. Yes, I'm blessed beyond what I can see...but I can't see it. The only thing that is making me happy and getting me through the day is my son. I love him more than life and I know I have to be Super Mom for him. But I need a super hero. I don't like to feel like this.

I'm struggling.


  1. Sometimes the only way we get pass the mountains is to have a faith and ask God to move that mountain. Thank you for being vulnerable, I'll be praying for you.
    Just remember your never alone!

  2. Friend! You know I'm always here for you, if you want to talk, or if you don't want to talk...we can just sit and be! I love you to pieces! I know sometimes things can be rough and we feel like there is no end in sight. Take a few minutes to talk to God and tell him what you're feeling. I'm here if you need me friend, you're NOT alone!

  3. Girl I know what you mean! If you need anything, I mean anything, I am just a phone call away!